Conversation of the day
Nikk: Alors, tell me about this new guy?
My friend: Well, he was not my type of guy but I gave it a chance. And so far, I think it's working out. It's just that everything happened too quickly for me. He is pretty intense, and that scares me out a little. I'm just trying to go with the flow.
Nikk: Trust me, it's better that way. When you take things slow, shit tend to slack off after a while 'cause you just don't know how to fucking act anymore.
My friend: Hmm, I never thought of that. You're right. Although, I'm scared to be in this intensity and then, "BAM" - nothing.
Nikk: You just have to find the right balance my dear. At least, you know he's there with you.
A blurry vision
I can feel the distance slipping through longer miles, fading away with our decelerated pulses. The butterflies are flying in reverse, cocooning around our hearts. The conscience has woken up from a dream and diligence has taken over the scene. It feels like I’m driving full throttle on a highway. The road seems to blur in. I’m not sure what’s ahead of me. I think it’s a...
I don’t want to think about it. I don’t want to. I don’t. I don’t want to wonder. I don’t want to know. I don’t. I try not to. The interrupter was buzzing in my head. I wondered how to switch it off. I sat back on my sofa. I randomly picked a book from the piles on my coffee table. I started reading the first chapter. I got lost after the third word. I stared...